i'm lost and scared, and you dont care..

So I saw LP last night. (And Incubus and this band called MuteMath. ) And to put this in a delicate way.....
 
.....IT WAS FUCKING AMAZING>
They played like 20 songs
I screamed all of them.
Chester Ran across the stage and jumped and OMFG.
Mike was AMAZING.
They featured Incubus's guitar player in one song.
They LIT THE STAGE ON FUCKING FIRE FOR BURN IT DOWN.
They had BRILLIANT video for Victimized and Lost in the Echo.
They played my fave EP song called When They Come For Me.
I cried when they combined Leave out All The Rest with Shadow of the Day and Iridescent.
They did 3 encores which were Lost in the Echo, Papercut, and One Step Closer.
IT WAS BRILLIANT. GENIUS. We all stood up for Bleed it Out, and screamed our heads off at What I've Done. New Divide? BADASS.
Best Night of my LIFE.

Woke up covered in blood.
Nuff said.

YAYAYAYAYAY 14 more days till I see Chester Bennington and Mike Shinoda LIVE!!! <3 I get to miss a few days of school and I'm close to the front and EEEEEK. EXCITEMENT. Hopefully soon my baby can come visit me... It's been a month. We see each other once a month but who knows maybe soon that will change for the better :3 I'm learning to look to the future and not care what anyone else thinks. I now have like 10 Fort Minor songs, which by the way is indeed Mike Shinoda's side project. Gonna draw their album cover tomorrow while mom's at work.
 
<3 Fingers crossed that things will turn out as I want them to!! :DD
 
9/30/11 <3

<3

If you only knew just came on <3
 

GUESS WHO'S GETTING A BELLY BUTTON PIERCING? :DD

me; "She's ugly and should be in a mental institution" (in referral to myself.)
Him; "Hell no she should be in my arms." <3
I'm a very lucky girl.
 
I love when he talks about marriage, and our future.
I was crying the other day because I have had 5 people lecture me about him, and a boy I used to like and am friends with said he didn't care about me and i went to him in tears, begging to know the truth, and at first he was angry with me, then I started talking and sobbing and he became gentle with me and started murmuring that he does care, then when I was still scared and told him he'd be better off he sends back a message "I will never leave you." and i warn him that im just crazy and he says "I love that crazy girl"
 
<3 I'm so lucky that he is wiling to work with the fact we see each other once a month and we live in different cities.... That's dedication...
 
I bragged to my grandmother about him, and she says "Do you think you're going to marry him?" completely serious. And I look at her and nod. So she replies back, shocked by my sureness; "Do you talk about it with him?" and when I say yes we talk a lot about it she goes "I believe you. I see why you put up with the crap you do in your family. You love him, he takes care of you." and I start thinking and absent mindedly say "Yes he does...." <3 <3
 

Almost at one year. 9/30/11 9:33 PM <3

long week.....gotta see my mom tomorrow (or today....) :P

Because this is dedicated to the kids
Dedicated to wherever music lives
Dedicated to those tired of the same ol' same
And dedicated to the people advancin' the game
What's real is the kids who know that something's wrong
What's real is the kids who think they don't belong
What's real is the kids who have nowhere to run
Who are hiding in the shadows waiting for the sun
 

 
Anyhow. I got to see my baby yesterday .I MISSED HIM. spent all day over there, Im so much less stressed now. :D my dad thought we were having sex. he said to me "I was gonna give you a condom this morning...." then i had to look him straight in the eye and say "dad im 14. if i needed one i wouldve asked..." yea. thought i was f*cking my best friend. ok then.
IN OTHER NEWS i leave saturday. JAWJA BEBE (lol @morticia13 ) kill me. kill me now. i have to explain to my family that i am going steady with the guy that they teased me about last year, oddly enough when my grandmother (who is pretty cool to begin with) found out about him she looks at me with a disappointed and smug expression and says "oh boy...i can see it all in your eyes." I HAVE DECIPHERED YOUR CODE GRANDMA.
IM A GODDESS. i am managing to put a months worth of clothing in a carry on sized suitcase, then leave room for bathroom necessities, the possibility of extra shoes, my laptop, and souvenirs. win.
I miss school. I had to have an interview with my counsler at the new highschool. I DONT HAVE TO TAKE LA!!!. so in addition to ALL my regular classes and PE (plus tech lit) i get to take French 1-2 as well as Drawing 2 and Guitar 1. SUCK IT SHEA >:D cross country starts August 20....asdfghjkl; I hate how late it is.....NO WONDER EVERYONE GETS FAT.
hope to have my sister-from-another-mister (SHEASHEASHEA) over before i leave or else HEADS WILL ROLL.
My cat has been missing for a week now.. MAI LY GET CHO CRACKYASS BACK HOME.
well i had to type this twice and now i am bored. i m going to watch my little pony and throw a walrus at my grandma.
kbai.

@morticia13 eeeek GUESS WHOS THE NEWEST COUPLE ;3 And Yuki is dating this one girl name Machi I believe. HEEHEEHEE X3